I’m having mixed emotions about Christmas. Don’t judge yet. It’s not about religion whatsoever. I’m just torn between being happy and sad
during this season.
First, whenever I see Christmas lights and decors, I feel
happy. It’s like the child in me has
awakened. However, I feel nostalgic. Feeling like a child for me might also means
remembering my childhood days. The large
portion of childhood memories includes your parents and grandparents in
it. That’s the time I will remember my
late dad and grandmom and become sad.
Realizing my mom has aged a lot saddened me as well.
